Tuesday, April 27, 2010

April Pictures

                                                                    Great America
                                                       Ryan & Snoopy @ Great America
                                                Ryan & Charlie Brown @ Great America
                                                 Nora, Ryan & Natasha @ my b-day bbq
                                                                     Nora & Ryan
                                                                       True Love
                                                    Ryan just before his pool broke in half
                                                          Ryan @ Golden Gate Park
                                                     Lauren modeling one of my new shirts
                                  Lauren modeling another new shirt from my clothing company
Ryan @ the Giants game

pregnant week 11

today was my 3rd ultra sound in 12 days. which is not normall procedure. but lucky me im high risk pregnancy. so i will be at the doctors wayyyyy more than i want to. the reason i'm high risk is i have EIGHT cysts on my right ovary. when i was pregnant with Ryan i had a cyst, which the doctor told me went away. the doctor was an idiot and it never did go away, when Ryan was 2 yrs old, i woke up in the middle of the night in the worst pain i have ever felt, John rushed me to the emergancy room where they discovered a cyst the size of an orange, that was twisting my ovary over and over. OUCH! so now with this pregnancy i made them check cause i was feeling the same pain as before and in the same spot. sure enough i have not 1 buy 8 cysts making my life hell. i met my doctor today (she was the one that saved my life with the cyst surgery when Ryan was 2) i asked her back then to be my baby doctor if i ever got pregnant again, that way i have a doc that knows what i have been through. so i met up with her today, and she told me what we will need to do with the cyst situation.

A: if the cysts' stay the same size and cause me pain i can manage
i will have surgery after the baby is born to remove them

B: if the cysts get larger and cause me unbearable pain i will need emergancy surgery which most likely means i will loose the baby.

lets cross our fingers for option A

another thing wrong with me is i have a tear between my placenta and uterus. if i start to bleed because of it, i can miscarry.

basically this pregnancy is not going very well and im just in the first trimester.
i will give more updates as they come along.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

i'm back

i deleted my blog and now I'm bringing it back.
i have so much going on in my life, that i want to share it with whoever wishes to know whats happening.

the past 3 weeks have been crazy!

i had my 28th birthday YIKES!
and it was rad! we had a bbq with a few friends at our house.
then we went to the sharks game with 22 other people.
we took up a huge section of seating, and they put my name on the jumbo-tron
and since we know the camera guy, he put all 25 of us on the jumbo-tron (AWESOME)

john, Ryan and i went to great America (we have season passes)
i cant go on many rides, but i love to watch Ryan on all the roller coasters.

i have been to the doctors 3 times in the past 2 weeks. :(
i am "high risk" pregnancy. which is no fun.
but i will survive and try not to complain too much about my many pregnant issues.

we went to Milo's first birthday party. which was SUPER fun! i LOVE Milo.
then after Milo's party we went to my cousin Mikey's 16th surprise birthday party. which was also a really good time!

we went to visit my aunt sandy in Santa Cruz (she has cancer) and shes not doing well :(
after Sandy's we went by F-U Tattoo and hung out for a while, just to catch up, gossip, the usual.

yesterday we went to Annie's 30th birthday party (Annie is Thad's girlfriend) and her bday dinner was so rad! it was at a fancy hotel in Los Gatos. i was totally not dressed right. but oh well. john got wasted, cause it was open bar. it was a five course meal (which i didn't eat ... i just had the cake) john ate my and Ryan's ribs, salmon, beat salad and these weird sheep cheese things.
Annie is awesome and i love her, i also love her daughter Nora and Thad is pretty cool too.
Annie's sister is dating the c.e.o. of Volcom (my favorite clothing company of all time!) ANDDD Thad got to draw a design for a shirt and Volcom printed it on their shirts, just for Annie's party. Ryan, John & I each have our own custom Annie bday volcom shirts. how cool is that!

today Ryan and i went for a walk at 10am, we walked to Clayton's friends house, picked up their dog Penny and took Penny to the park, then we came back home, Ryan went swimming in our front yard for 20 mins till the plastic walmart pool decided to crack down the center and all the water leaked out. we went back over to walk Penny again when john got home from work, and now we are making pizza with all the ingredients we got from trader joes.
today was a good day!

and tomorrow, will be just as awesome.... going to s.f. at 8am for a photo shoot @ golden gate park. and then the Giants game. woo hoo!

i love when the sun is out and I'm not feeling like i want to puke every ten seconds.

more bloggage to come... along with pictures.